Joined: September 28th, 2008, 4:42 pm Posts: 1368 Location: probably doing something awesome.
Gender: Guy
Affiliation: SF Rebels
sorry peps
I might be leaving. I might not be.
Lots of things have happened lately. I've lost a good friend, my parents are arguing and I am going certifiably insane. no joke.
Bah... nobody will miss me anyway. just like how my life is. nobody ever gives a damn about me.
Sorry, Jack
_________________ TO SAND To sand go tracers and ball ammunition. To sand the green smoke goes. Each finned mortar, spinning in light. Each star Cluster, bursting above. To sand go the skeletons of war, year by year. To sand go the reticles of the brain, the minarets and steeple bells, brackish sludge from the open sewers, trashfires, the silent crowd resting on the shoulders of a yak. To sand each head of cabbage unravels its leaves the way dreams burn in the oilfires of night.
February 25th, 2009, 2:54 am
fanghur
Black Dragon
Joined: February 1st, 2009, 2:08 am Posts: 6858 Location: over there
Gender: Girl
Affiliation: Surdans
Re: sorry peps
I've lost someone too I'm sorry for your loss and people do give a damn about you. bye
_________________ "Listen to them. Children of the night, what music they make." ~ Dracula
Best. songs. ever.
February 25th, 2009, 2:59 am
voenth
Sovereign DragonRider
Joined: February 18th, 2009, 5:54 pm Posts: 3775 Location: Riding the winds with Gornath.
Gender: Guy
Affiliation: Werecats
Re: sorry peps
We do care about you, and I hope that you can cope with you loss, sorry to see you go
Joined: November 28th, 2005, 3:44 pm Posts: 10150 Location: England
Gender: Girl
Affiliation: Surdans
Dragon: Llyelia
Re: sorry peps
Life is tough and we all have to get used to it. I'm really sorry for whatever's happening (that is supposed to sound sincere, not sarcastic, it's so hard to get the tone right in writing), and I seriously hope things are sorted out for you soon.
You're probably right, I doubt many people here do give a damn about you, but there's always bound to be at least few who miss you, and I will be one of them. Just remember that there's always people who care about you, especially away from the stupid internet. Take care, ok? I'm here if you ever need to talk.
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February 26th, 2009, 8:22 pm
Makaveli
Admin
Joined: June 13th, 2006, 7:47 pm Posts: 6039
Gender: Guy
Affiliation: Fyrm Club
Dragon: Shedai
Re: sorry peps
All right both of you. I give a damn, I do about everyone here, everyone on and off the web. No one ever believes me, but some people know it's true... I can't explain it, but I hope y'all know I'm being honest.
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Just remember that there's always people who care about you, especially away from the stupid internet.
-Better put than I.
Yes, life blows, but we only get one shot. Don't give up on it. Believe me, that only makes it worse. Hang in there, if there's anything one such as I can do, I'm easy to find.
Joined: November 23rd, 2007, 4:27 am Posts: 1737
Gender: Guy
Affiliation: Lamp Shade
Re: sorry peps
I know I don't post much or say anything, but that doesn't mean I don't care about people. You would probably think, "Yeah, then why wouldn't you PM me" or something. Well, having a lot of psycological problems with communicating with a single person holds me back. Not noticable, but it's there. I do care about what happens to people around me, especially here.
I'm sorry you lost a very close friend. And I hope you don't do anything to yourself because of it.
I know how it feels to go through a hard time (Especailly with family....) I've been suicidle for about...six years maybe. Still fighting it. The weird part is this.
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Bah... nobody will miss me anyway. just like how my life is. nobody ever gives a damn about me.
I've said this before.....It made me cry myself to sleep. I am one of the people who care. I don't like seeing people suffer as bad or worse than me or even suffering at all. Yeah, I know there's always going to be some random point of suffering, but I try to help people when I can. I listen. I try to help people. You can talk with me if you feel comfortable about it.
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February 27th, 2009, 3:16 am
Avatar Aang
Sovereign DragonRider
Joined: November 26th, 2007, 3:11 am Posts: 4889 Location: The Jongmu Temple
Gender: Guy
Affiliation: Dragonriders
Re: sorry peps
I'm sorry that you're feeling like this flesh, and I sincerely hope life gets better for you soon, because believe me, it can't stay the same way forever. I do give a damn and I care for your well-being, so it's not right to think that. Just try to have hope and wait for things to lighten up.
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March 1st, 2009, 10:09 pm
fleshshapestheday
Wise DragonRider
Joined: September 28th, 2008, 4:42 pm Posts: 1368 Location: probably doing something awesome.
Gender: Guy
Affiliation: SF Rebels
Re: sorry peps
After consideration, Im leaning more towards staying. Not completely sure yet, but I think it helps me to say things and have people actually listen to what i say. not just have it soar right over their heads. I think if i left completely and never came back then I would be more depressed than now. And I would never forgive myself for that.
_________________ TO SAND To sand go tracers and ball ammunition. To sand the green smoke goes. Each finned mortar, spinning in light. Each star Cluster, bursting above. To sand go the skeletons of war, year by year. To sand go the reticles of the brain, the minarets and steeple bells, brackish sludge from the open sewers, trashfires, the silent crowd resting on the shoulders of a yak. To sand each head of cabbage unravels its leaves the way dreams burn in the oilfires of night.
March 4th, 2009, 9:54 pm
Wayra
New DragonRider
Joined: March 2nd, 2009, 11:46 pm Posts: 478 Location: Doing something interesting, like adjusting my tie.
Gender: Guy
Re: sorry peps
What I've learned so far in my life is that life is like a golf course. Sometimes you hit a ball onto a smooth fairway, or your goal, the green. Other times, you might whack it into the thick rough. If you make it into the rough, take comfort in the fact that you can make your way out of it, too. Just like you swing your own club in golf, you cast your own lot in life.
I made that horrible and rediculous metaphor because I just got done with golf practice.
Either way, though I can empathize with what you're going through, I don't know fully, but I can see where you're comming from. I've only just met you, but people out there do care about you. Maybe on the internet, or in real life. You just have to hold onto them and life might become a little better. Good luck with your problem, and look on the brighter side of life.
_________________ For each person there is a purpose for which they set up in their life, let yours be the doing of all good deeds. - The Quran
I'm sorry, I'm so sorry.. - The Doctor
Love all, trust a few, do wrong to none. - William Shakespeare
Going to try RPing again, anyone welcome to join if you can bare my failure. Chars: Skylar
March 5th, 2009, 12:19 am
Inheritanceluver12
DragonRider in Training
Joined: March 15th, 2009, 8:29 pm Posts: 508 Location: Riding a sapphire dragon soaring over the distant rainbow
Gender: Girl
Affiliation: Elves
Re: sorry peps
Awwww, try to come back soon if you can!
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March 21st, 2009, 8:33 pm
LightningRider
DragonRider in Training
Joined: March 21st, 2009, 2:15 pm Posts: 634
Gender: Guy
Re: sorry peps
Yea so i am not in anyway the most sincer guy out there and im bad at being sympetheticc idk why. But trust people do care about you. When something bad happens in life you have to pick your head up and move through it all to see the light. I know its tough but it helps a ton. And do not leave the site trust me this site can be an outlet for your suffering. It is a chance to escape and talk to people who really want you here and care about how you are doing. We do care and you should definetly stay, it helps it really does. And i ment every word of this.
_________________ Pass out at 3, wake up at 10, go out to eat, then do it again - Asher Roth, I Love College
March 28th, 2009, 1:16 am
Inheritanceluver12
DragonRider in Training
Joined: March 15th, 2009, 8:29 pm Posts: 508 Location: Riding a sapphire dragon soaring over the distant rainbow
Gender: Girl
Affiliation: Elves
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