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This is DEFINITELY not what you were expecting...

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solembumer Wise DragonRider Joined: February 20th, 2010, 5:15 am Posts: 1434 Location: With the Werecats, fulfilling my destiny (otherwise known as Mythic Paradise...) Gender: Girl Affiliation: Werecats	This is DEFINITELY not what you were expecting... I hate to scare you but... it's taken me a while to come to terms with this. I might be leaving SF permanently. Just a forewarning. I love this place to shreads but... stuff is happening to me mentally. I can't tell wether it's the condition I was born with or not but I'm getting extremely paranoid at times for no reason. At the randomest times. It's been happening for ages, but instead of every few months now it's turning into every other day. There are other reasons. So if I mysteriously disappear without forewarning, this is it. I hate to say it but I am. Goodbye. And if I do not come back... I don't know. I don't know when, or why, or where I'll head to. Maybe Rangerboard. Definitely Gahoole. IRP members can find me there... my pet is not going to die so fast. I am holding on to that for as long as I can. No one here caused this. It's no ones' fault. Don't blame yourselves if I go because it will NOT bring me back and it will NOT have any effect on me except to ruin any chances of me coming back. Those are almost nonexistent anyways. I'm sorry everyone. I have to do this. But I'll always remember the fun I had here, CHWYAB, the random discussions about everything and everyone I met. This place means something to me. And that WILL NOT change. I have to name some specific people I probably won't forget I met on here, please don't be offended if I don't mention you I am rather scatterbrained right now. zelf, Saphira_Bjartskular, kvista, eragon+arya, Crazydragongirl, Shade, red, F-14 Ace, Saphira, Saphirarox, Curfewdawn, numbaones, Saphira12, Sadies_Rider, Vrail These people I've chatted with, admired, or had the most interesting discussions with. Honorable mention to Vrail on the last part. (especially you, dude. love our talks ) Thanks everyone. Now I leave... and I leave alone. ~Solembumer P.S.- I'm so sad to have to leave before that epic April Fool's Joke I have been planning since I first joined. PSS- the email on my profile is instantaneous to those of you who wish to chat. I answer anytime between 5.15am and 10pm EST all day every day. maybe 11am on weekends. _________________ R.I.P. WJS I WILL LOVE YOU FOREVER Remember October the 15th of 2011 don't click this link... ***The WF Reborn was terminated today, January 15th, 2011, because of me. I am deeply ashamed.*** Mythic Paradise Chat moderator Symbiont!! Mythic Paradise Home In order: Al the Plesiodragon, Skyvern the Ticktock, Klautroff the Exalted Fennix, and Telem the Mikhal
February 12th, 2011, 2:21 am

Saphirarox Cycle Moderator Joined: June 5th, 2006, 4:56 am Posts: 5409 Location: North of here, south of there Gender: Girl Affiliation: Dragonriders Dragon: Melanthor	Re: This is DEFINITELY not what you were expecting... Solem, I'm sorry I hope you get better If you're ever in East Texas, look me up _________________ You are most like SAPHIRA Like the majestic dragon, Saphira, you are brave and ferocious in battle but also deep in ancient wisdom. You think before flying headfirst into battle. You prefer the solitude of the wilderness to the populated cities of Alagaesia. SF Facebook Raven & Oceanis, Tobias & Avalon, Taren, Valora, Liam, Aero, Arston & Arturos, Jason, Lee & Melanthor, Silas, Asa & Naor, Darian, Illuna, Blake, Anastasia, Luka, Rok, Gwen, Ryker There's no such thing as sane, we're all crazy. Well hello Captain Obvious...Nice to meet you, I'm Lieutenant Sarcasm. >:) Something here doesn't make sense. Let's go and poke it with a stick. - The Doctor Amy: You threw the manual in a supernova? Why? Doctor: Because I disagreed with it! Now stop talking to me while I'm cross!
February 12th, 2011, 2:27 am

crazydragongirl Pink Dragon Joined: March 10th, 2009, 11:10 pm Posts: 5815 Location: Flying across the oceans on Valkaria's back and watching dawn bloom over the sky Gender: Girl Affiliation: Werecats	Re: This is DEFINITELY not what you were expecting... Hugs, crying Whatever's going on, i really hope you get it fixed! And come back here once you get better! We're all here if you need to talk. _________________ Valkaria's bio Lakida's bio Nardia's bio Ikarina's bio Endruika's Bio Emeleneya's bio Minerela's bio Ninya's bio Zalda's bio and Talos's bio Corido and Ser'lla's bio Allen and Elaina's bio Darryl's bio You just lost The Game! Hyperbole and a half YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEHAAAAAWWWWWWW!!!!!! <NOT MY WORK If i make any random typos or grammar errors, sorry. I'm probably on my iphone.
February 12th, 2011, 2:33 am

solembumer Wise DragonRider Joined: February 20th, 2010, 5:15 am Posts: 1434 Location: With the Werecats, fulfilling my destiny (otherwise known as Mythic Paradise...) Gender: Girl Affiliation: Werecats	Re: This is DEFINITELY not what you were expecting... Thanks you two @Saph-I'll try, I think I may be stuck on the East coast for a while though @CDG-thanks for the offer, I am trying, but it's hard. And I am unable to open up and actually talk to someone, which is part of the problem. it's a common sign of Asperger's, and the one that actually got me diagnosed about a year ago I keep trying, but no one in my area is qualified to handle my issue. I have checked, and the nearest place is over an hour and a half away. Which means if I went there it'd be about a five hour event. Another this is, I'm losing control. And I don't need to do that here. I know something's wrong, but I can't grasp the concept of the issue itself. Until I can I have to leave places such as this so I can try to pull myself together. I can't figure it out. All I know is it shouldn't be like this. The three places I am staying are Gahoole and IRP-because I can't stay off my administrative duties on those two sites-and possible DragCave. Drachat is the only massive social online group I'll stay with, as Skyvern on there has the same issue and that is one of the only people who has been able to help. _________________ R.I.P. WJS I WILL LOVE YOU FOREVER Remember October the 15th of 2011 don't click this link... ***The WF Reborn was terminated today, January 15th, 2011, because of me. I am deeply ashamed.*** Mythic Paradise Chat moderator Symbiont!! Mythic Paradise Home In order: Al the Plesiodragon, Skyvern the Ticktock, Klautroff the Exalted Fennix, and Telem the Mikhal
February 12th, 2011, 2:52 am

crazydragongirl Pink Dragon Joined: March 10th, 2009, 11:10 pm Posts: 5815 Location: Flying across the oceans on Valkaria's back and watching dawn bloom over the sky Gender: Girl Affiliation: Werecats	Re: This is DEFINITELY not what you were expecting... That sounds hard. Keep looking until you find someone who can help. At least you're staying on IRP, good to know you won't be disappearing entirely. _________________ Valkaria's bio Lakida's bio Nardia's bio Ikarina's bio Endruika's Bio Emeleneya's bio Minerela's bio Ninya's bio Zalda's bio and Talos's bio Corido and Ser'lla's bio Allen and Elaina's bio Darryl's bio You just lost The Game! Hyperbole and a half YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEHAAAAAWWWWWWW!!!!!! <NOT MY WORK If i make any random typos or grammar errors, sorry. I'm probably on my iphone.
February 12th, 2011, 3:00 am

Saphirarox Cycle Moderator Joined: June 5th, 2006, 4:56 am Posts: 5409 Location: North of here, south of there Gender: Girl Affiliation: Dragonriders Dragon: Melanthor	Re: This is DEFINITELY not what you were expecting... Well I'm here if you need me and I think my email's on my profile. If not, it will be in about 5 seconds. This really sucks and right now all I want to do is run up there and give you some of my mom's cure-all. (Hot chocolate and a hug.) Please take care of yourself. Promise me that, and know I'm praying for you. _________________ You are most like SAPHIRA Like the majestic dragon, Saphira, you are brave and ferocious in battle but also deep in ancient wisdom. You think before flying headfirst into battle. You prefer the solitude of the wilderness to the populated cities of Alagaesia. SF Facebook Raven & Oceanis, Tobias & Avalon, Taren, Valora, Liam, Aero, Arston & Arturos, Jason, Lee & Melanthor, Silas, Asa & Naor, Darian, Illuna, Blake, Anastasia, Luka, Rok, Gwen, Ryker There's no such thing as sane, we're all crazy. Well hello Captain Obvious...Nice to meet you, I'm Lieutenant Sarcasm. >:) Something here doesn't make sense. Let's go and poke it with a stick. - The Doctor Amy: You threw the manual in a supernova? Why? Doctor: Because I disagreed with it! Now stop talking to me while I'm cross!
February 12th, 2011, 3:06 am

solembumer Wise DragonRider Joined: February 20th, 2010, 5:15 am Posts: 1434 Location: With the Werecats, fulfilling my destiny (otherwise known as Mythic Paradise...) Gender: Girl Affiliation: Werecats	Re: This is DEFINITELY not what you were expecting... IRP is my job. And I promised just yesterday as I was deciding to do this to help a friend with Gahoole. I have to stay with those. It's my responsibility. And I am not going to let them die. @Saph-I'll save it into my device-thingymabob, though I'll give you a warning: I have to configure the email so it recieves 1000 characters instead of 160 (text based email=PITN). Thanks for the prayers; please pray for Wes instead though he's the one with the life threatening illness (not saying which) and is under the age of 18... And Astro as well, they say she won't be recovering anytime soon... I've never know Astro to be sick. If there was a cure-all for Autism, no offense to anyone but they'd have more than a few psychiatrists out of business. Especially Kennedy Kreiger. And that guy I went to before the move. I am taking care of myself; 7.5 hours of sleep 2 meals and running with Flit is all it takes. All I have is Skyvern right now... and that's hardly saying much. All I have is someone I've never met. No Wes. I've almost given up there; he doesn't understand. That's the worst part of it. And he can't. He simply can't, because he doesn't have an issue with it. I think I'll make one amendment: I will return for April Fool's, if no other reason than to implement my perfect prank I have been setting up for over a year and a half now. I have a lot resting on it. And it's epic. And done properly... no slips... almost. Speaking of which, in my new spare time maybe I'll finish more FL pages for the blog?? I am HOW many behind now? I'm scared to check at this point. _________________ R.I.P. WJS I WILL LOVE YOU FOREVER Remember October the 15th of 2011 don't click this link... ***The WF Reborn was terminated today, January 15th, 2011, because of me. I am deeply ashamed.*** Mythic Paradise Chat moderator Symbiont!! Mythic Paradise Home In order: Al the Plesiodragon, Skyvern the Ticktock, Klautroff the Exalted Fennix, and Telem the Mikhal
February 12th, 2011, 3:16 am

Makaveli Admin Joined: June 13th, 2006, 7:47 pm Posts: 6039 Gender: Guy Affiliation: Fyrm Club Dragon: Shedai	Re: This is DEFINITELY not what you were expecting... Well if there's anything we can do to help out, we will. I can't say in honesty that I know how hard it is, but I have some idea. Family issues and such. Godspeed. Don't give up. -Erik _________________ :::Forum Rules:::Facebook:::Twitter::: Myn's Bio
February 12th, 2011, 3:23 am

crazydragongirl Pink Dragon Joined: March 10th, 2009, 11:10 pm Posts: 5815 Location: Flying across the oceans on Valkaria's back and watching dawn bloom over the sky Gender: Girl Affiliation: Werecats	Re: This is DEFINITELY not what you were expecting... Well, if it gets to difficult, no one will blame you for dropping out of IRP. Even people you've never met can be a lot of help, whenever i get freaked out about anything, i come here to vent about it. In fact, people that you've never met can be better, since sometimes it can be difficult to talk to your real life friends about stuff. And if you ever need to talk, you know how to contact me. You've gotten me really curious about your plans for april fool's... _________________ Valkaria's bio Lakida's bio Nardia's bio Ikarina's bio Endruika's Bio Emeleneya's bio Minerela's bio Ninya's bio Zalda's bio and Talos's bio Corido and Ser'lla's bio Allen and Elaina's bio Darryl's bio You just lost The Game! Hyperbole and a half YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEHAAAAAWWWWWWW!!!!!! <NOT MY WORK If i make any random typos or grammar errors, sorry. I'm probably on my iphone.
February 12th, 2011, 3:29 am

Saphirarox Cycle Moderator Joined: June 5th, 2006, 4:56 am Posts: 5409 Location: North of here, south of there Gender: Girl Affiliation: Dragonriders Dragon: Melanthor	Re: This is DEFINITELY not what you were expecting... @CDG: You may be curious, but as for me, I'm worried, lol! She's right though, sometimes ppl you don't know are easier to talk to. And you can come on and talk to me anytime, k? And there's a giant truckload of hot chocolate and tea cakes on the way in your general direction _________________ You are most like SAPHIRA Like the majestic dragon, Saphira, you are brave and ferocious in battle but also deep in ancient wisdom. You think before flying headfirst into battle. You prefer the solitude of the wilderness to the populated cities of Alagaesia. SF Facebook Raven & Oceanis, Tobias & Avalon, Taren, Valora, Liam, Aero, Arston & Arturos, Jason, Lee & Melanthor, Silas, Asa & Naor, Darian, Illuna, Blake, Anastasia, Luka, Rok, Gwen, Ryker There's no such thing as sane, we're all crazy. Well hello Captain Obvious...Nice to meet you, I'm Lieutenant Sarcasm. >:) Something here doesn't make sense. Let's go and poke it with a stick. - The Doctor Amy: You threw the manual in a supernova? Why? Doctor: Because I disagreed with it! Now stop talking to me while I'm cross!
February 12th, 2011, 3:38 am

solembumer Wise DragonRider Joined: February 20th, 2010, 5:15 am Posts: 1434 Location: With the Werecats, fulfilling my destiny (otherwise known as Mythic Paradise...) Gender: Girl Affiliation: Werecats	Re: This is DEFINITELY not what you were expecting... Yeah, and I bet you'll be the one who's most surprised on April Fool's day. I fool those I know the most the best And I am going to deal with my anger and pent up frustration my own way. I am creating a private blog, locked to the public and even my friends, and typing everything there. In the end, I hope to use it to come to terms with what is happening... if there is an end. You all know every time I leave I come right back, so this is obviously not something small I can forget about. I'm addicted to this place; I have a reason now that I am leaving. _________________ R.I.P. WJS I WILL LOVE YOU FOREVER Remember October the 15th of 2011 don't click this link... ***The WF Reborn was terminated today, January 15th, 2011, because of me. I am deeply ashamed.*** Mythic Paradise Chat moderator Symbiont!! Mythic Paradise Home In order: Al the Plesiodragon, Skyvern the Ticktock, Klautroff the Exalted Fennix, and Telem the Mikhal
February 12th, 2011, 3:50 am

Saphirarox Cycle Moderator Joined: June 5th, 2006, 4:56 am Posts: 5409 Location: North of here, south of there Gender: Girl Affiliation: Dragonriders Dragon: Melanthor	Re: This is DEFINITELY not what you were expecting... Solem Dude, that truck better hurry up and get there, cause it just got overloaded with hugs. _________________ You are most like SAPHIRA Like the majestic dragon, Saphira, you are brave and ferocious in battle but also deep in ancient wisdom. You think before flying headfirst into battle. You prefer the solitude of the wilderness to the populated cities of Alagaesia. SF Facebook Raven & Oceanis, Tobias & Avalon, Taren, Valora, Liam, Aero, Arston & Arturos, Jason, Lee & Melanthor, Silas, Asa & Naor, Darian, Illuna, Blake, Anastasia, Luka, Rok, Gwen, Ryker There's no such thing as sane, we're all crazy. Well hello Captain Obvious...Nice to meet you, I'm Lieutenant Sarcasm. >:) Something here doesn't make sense. Let's go and poke it with a stick. - The Doctor Amy: You threw the manual in a supernova? Why? Doctor: Because I disagreed with it! Now stop talking to me while I'm cross!
February 12th, 2011, 4:09 am

eragon+arya Sovereign DragonRider Joined: September 24th, 2009, 9:49 pm Posts: 3298 Location: Lost in my own mind... Gender: Girl Affiliation: Lamp Shade	Re: This is DEFINITELY not what you were expecting... Whoa....... jaw drops Wild E. Coyote style huggles I really can't say I know what you're going through, but I hope that you can get better! I'll always be here if you want to talk and I'm sure that my email is on my profile along with my MSN. _________________
February 12th, 2011, 4:23 am

solembumer Wise DragonRider Joined: February 20th, 2010, 5:15 am Posts: 1434 Location: With the Werecats, fulfilling my destiny (otherwise known as Mythic Paradise...) Gender: Girl Affiliation: Werecats	Re: This is DEFINITELY not what you were expecting... @e+a- I'll save your email into my device; I can open a 1000 charry email so it works faster (sometimes, that is). @Saph- it got here before the message finished posting. I's been mobbed by hugs!! runs from Huggle Monster GAH!! he wants to hug me to death!! _________________ R.I.P. WJS I WILL LOVE YOU FOREVER Remember October the 15th of 2011 don't click this link... ***The WF Reborn was terminated today, January 15th, 2011, because of me. I am deeply ashamed.*** Mythic Paradise Chat moderator Symbiont!! Mythic Paradise Home In order: Al the Plesiodragon, Skyvern the Ticktock, Klautroff the Exalted Fennix, and Telem the Mikhal
February 12th, 2011, 4:44 am

DragonSlayer4 Black Dragon Joined: February 2nd, 2008, 3:34 am Posts: 6998 Location: Me fav website in the whole world, SF. Gender: Girl Affiliation: Skulblakans Dragon: Faelia	Re: This is DEFINITELY not what you were expecting... I never really got to know you, and now that's going to come back and bite me in the butt. Your an awesome person, Solem, and you'll be greatly missed here, I'm certain of that. My email is also open if you need to talk at all, if it's available to view. If not then that will change in a heartbeat. MSN is also open. Hope to see you around every now and then, and that maybe, eventually, you can come back for good. Dragon Hugs, DS4 _________________ Eka fricai un Shur'tugal. Wiol ono Rest in peace, ILS. You'll be greatly missed... Good: Felecia and Ebony Zeke Shaina Mýa Johdzsia Sarai Vermona Samantha Tyleek Sephora Sofranir Tel'aeír Jeria Sol Jessa Neutral: Leanbrara Naixul Autarkeia Sevena Vena Kenai Evil: Iaras Leurgan I will watch over your charries too, Rathon.
February 12th, 2011, 5:35 am

Vrail DragonRider Joined: August 6th, 2007, 11:58 am Posts: 845 Location: In my own mind Gender: Guy Affiliation: Dragonriders	Re: This is DEFINITELY not what you were expecting... im touched that you graced me with an honorable mention. keep in touch considering we talk like all the time. come back soon hopefully? goodluck my friend ~long live the dragon riders ps: by replying to u i have graced this site with my first post since sept 26 so be happy xD _________________ That's called Sokka style. Learn it!
February 12th, 2011, 6:39 am

GuardianAngel ROBOT KITTEN FOOD Joined: June 26th, 2007, 2:53 pm Posts: 5506 Location: I'm wherever you want me to be. Gender: Girl Affiliation: Elves Dragon: Existiea	Re: This is DEFINITELY not what you were expecting... _________________ Good: Caete Niriz Isabella & Nirexi Ardyce & Existiae Notus Neutral: Jo Nirafe Vinixia Garm Irina Verdican Evil: Aescix Soleil
February 12th, 2011, 7:21 am

solembumer Wise DragonRider Joined: February 20th, 2010, 5:15 am Posts: 1434 Location: With the Werecats, fulfilling my destiny (otherwise known as Mythic Paradise...) Gender: Girl Affiliation: Werecats	Re: This is DEFINITELY not what you were expecting... Thanks for all the support guys this is hard for me as I have been here forever it seems... 18 months already as of last week. If I disappear for weeks at a time, this is why. I have officially left two other sites for good. @CDG you won't need it for a while but I'll send you the backdoor codes to IRP just in case. they have been used before after the pre-Christmas Overload Crash... I'll run a test jic though. _________________ R.I.P. WJS I WILL LOVE YOU FOREVER Remember October the 15th of 2011 don't click this link... ***The WF Reborn was terminated today, January 15th, 2011, because of me. I am deeply ashamed.*** Mythic Paradise Chat moderator Symbiont!! Mythic Paradise Home In order: Al the Plesiodragon, Skyvern the Ticktock, Klautroff the Exalted Fennix, and Telem the Mikhal
February 13th, 2011, 5:30 am

Curfewdawn Cycle Moderator Joined: October 31st, 2009, 5:11 pm Posts: 1468 Gender: Girl Affiliation: Werecats Dragon: Scathlocke	Re: This is DEFINITELY not what you were expecting... Oh my gosh I am so sorry I'm late on this topic! I had no idea it was here... I can't say that I know what to say, or have the foggiest of what you're going through, but I do hope that you can get help and get everything sorted out, make a triumphant return and all of that as well. You're one of the greatest members of this site, don't ever forget that, Solem. So if you do disappear, you can expect updates on what's happening via email.
February 13th, 2011, 5:05 pm

Pandaemon DragonRider in Training Joined: February 18th, 2011, 3:04 pm Posts: 560 Location: Traces of me in your veins Gender: Guy Affiliation: Werecats	Re: This is DEFINITELY not what you were expecting... Sucks straight up... let me know if you need someone to talk to i have Manic Bipolar/Schizophrenia i know how hard it can be. weve never talked but dont let that stop ya. _________________ My eyes begin to quadrupile in size, turing to pieholes eachtime i eat some skittles, snow you name it im just gonna sit here and blow. I had a dream i was drowning in a sea of liquor... only to wash up on a beach made of cocain click on my small eggs please...
March 2nd, 2011, 9:38 pm

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